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Saturday, October 25th, 2008
6:03 pm
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
6:33 pm
I hate this thing
It's so user unfriendly. I love myspace so much it makes me tingle.
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
11:32 pm
Screw Live Journal
I used to use this site all of the time cause I could write out my thoughts and so on. I'll tell ya I would rather just stay on www.myspace.com forever. Come and stop on by my web site anytime and maybe cross over to the dark site of the web....it's wonderful.


Current Mood: awake
Saturday, October 30th, 2004
7:00 pm
Mr. Jingles
Ya know the Green Mile is a very emotional story.

Got my unemployment check today and that will help me get rent taken care of. So now I don't have to worry for another month. However I now must find something to pay me enough so that I may continue to live on my own.

Nobody is calling me. I wonder what the fuck is going on. If in fact I am shuned from party life I will call out a date and go to coffee immediatly.


Current Mood: Could be better
Sunday, October 17th, 2004
11:33 pm
Another Rainy night In Californ I A. It's raining even still and I have to leave in approximatly 2 hours and 27 minutes. I wonder if anyone has missed me. Yes Trish besides you. I just can't wait to get to my cell phone. Also have to pass out the gifts I got for people.

About 2 hours ago I tried to go to sleep but I just kept tosing and turning. God only knows why but right now I'm wide awake. I would love nothing more than to get rest for the trip back but I shall have to bare it. Hope I don't fall asleep and crash and die. If I came back from the dead I would haunt L.A. It's so nice down here. Today I worked out at the spa and this guy was looking at me funny when I was doing all of my free weights. I don't think he ever knew you could do it like that. After working out I went to play basketball with ryan and a whole bunch of other kids. Twas fun but my fucking feet are killing me. I think i have a couple blisters and I ruined my big toe on my right foot. Also slammed the corner of my mouth into someones shoulder. Not happy. It did however make me want to play even more. First things first though. New shoes. The reason of the blisters was because of my aweful shoes.

I am not looking forward to the trip back.


Current Mood: disappointed
11:26 am
Two Strangers
I'm in the business office right now located in the lobby of the Palazzo. Interesting place I'll tell ya. The other computer is being occupied by these two little girls mumbling russian and giggling often. Funny.

Well I'm trying to get a hold of someone In Orange County right now but since the phone is off I just have to keep trying.

Kevon is away at San Diego. He had to go to a Farewell party for one of his car club members. Really big and long party so Devon and I will be gone by the time he gets back. I am planning on leaving tonight. Don't want to leave. I like it here. Probably going to go work out now. Soda is keeping me alive.


P.S.- If any of ya'll Yolkals interested in where I'm am staying you can get a pretty good look on http://www.palazzo-plb.com/

Current Mood: calm
Friday, October 15th, 2004
6:51 pm
Halo 2
Devon is reading me stuff from the Bungie web page and it's scary. Hearing about how nobody has beaten the game on Legendary yet is quite disturbing.

Well another day in L.A. Devon and I just visited the Grove and got a few souvenirs for people. I got a candy bar for my dad hoping he wont kill me when i get home since I haven't been in touch for a couple of days. I wonder how it's going to be back in hell. Wonderful thoughts indeed. Anyway it will be nice getting home and having back my cell phone. It's like missing my hand. I hate not having it. Tonight Christian is ordering Chinese. We were going to leave tomorrow but Christian decided against it. We may not leave until Monday by the latest. I love having L.A. parent's. Wonderfulness. I was thinking of buying Kevon's car from him too. It's really customized to his liking so I'm not so sure. I would rather get my own and make it the way I want it.

Time to go eat some food.


Current Mood: annoyed
Thursday, October 14th, 2004
2:36 pm
Well ok meg. If thats what you really want then I can move down here as soon as possible. At least I wouldn't have to be dealing with all the people that don't like me. I would be meeting new people that don't like. Then again I still haven't met one person here who doesn't like me. A bit strange I know. Maybe running away from my problems is not the answer however I would be running away from people and not problems so if wherever I go, problems follow, then I could be doing the right thing by moving down here. Get better car. Stay with my aunt bonney and get a job at the Palazzo. Doesn't sound so much like a dream now does it megan. I think when you said that you were strickly jealous.

Time to go sulk


Current Mood: anxious
Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
10:06 pm
My my o.c. girl hasn't emailed me back with her phone number yet but I'm hoping soon. Shane's dinner was really good tonight and I don't care what he says. He kept asking how it was and said it wouldn't be anything special. He really needs to start knowing he's a good cook. Devon is upstairs and kevon just got home. I dunno what we are going to go do tonight. Hopefully something cool. All I know is that I'm going to smoke a cigarette in a minute and finish my soda. Tomorrow I get to meet a couple of people. Anyone ever watch movies? He he.

ya'll santa rosens have fun.


p.s.-the palazzo rocks my socks off but I miss the villas.

Current Mood: awake
Saturday, October 9th, 2004
5:46 pm
Sushi tastes good
Meg and I went to get sushi at Sakura today and it rocked. Then we went to this coffee place by the Sam Goody and there was a hot girl working. Then we hung out with shelley and kody and shelley's friend. Got kody a cappaccino blast.

Anyway I also got my brother a birthday present. He liked it cause it was a throwing nife. At 7 we are all going to Scandia. Then I have a party to go to at nick and alex's moms house. Hope nick brings that girl he brought last time. She was cute.

Tuesday I'm leaving for L.A. so I hope the rests of you santa rosens have fun.


Current Mood: tired
Monday, June 28th, 2004
11:08 pm
Pull on your Poi Poi
All that Flirting and phony I can't read stuff...?

I just got offa work and of course I work tomorrow. Getting used to working full time. Becoming easier and easier everyday.

I have to go home and start packing shit up. I have so much misc. stuff to move. I think my brother and I can handle all of it. Also today I did him a favor and dropped off a compilation cd at jacquie's house. On the way back down the hill she drove by and I waved. Kinda weird.

I hope nick isn't lonley still. Vic and I are going dancing together too. Well actually I don't think he will be too keen on that in front of people.

Going to go smoke now.


Current Mood: stressed
Sunday, June 27th, 2004
9:43 pm
I'm drinking one at nick's dads house and many many people are here. Mike is playing on his computer by me cause he brought it.

I was 2 hours late to work today because my brother turned off the alarm and I got written up. OH well. So since I was supposed to work 8:30 to 5:30 and I got there at 11 then I had to work till 8. Twas quite shitty. Was so tired all day but now I'm even more tired. May be the beer but I wouldn't mind going home right now and watching Vanilla Sky. Just got to get it first. I also have to buy buffy the vampire 6 and season 2 of West Wing. Gotta find somebody too watch with me too. Too used to having someone. Gonna be too uncomfortable I would know.

Yea stupid Garek. Says nick. Beers gettin low and so is my energy. I really need to download songs.

going now.


Current Mood: tired
Friday, June 25th, 2004
9:47 pm
End of the Day
God I have to go to work tomorrow and I really don't wanna but then again I do have bills to pay just like everyone else. Anyway it's not like it's that bad of a job. Maybe for Alex for the things he's been going through. Now I want another job just for the things Ive been hearing. Really glad we got the place.

Food time says Alex. Still pissed off about earlier. It's just like it never goes away. I'm such a fuck up. I know it's all my fucking fault and I deserve it and shit all though. Although nothing.

Gotta find a better job.


I love meg, need to give her a call back too. She's so supportive.

Current Mood: sad
Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
1:51 am
Or He'll Come back and Skull Fuck you...
Work isn't that bad since everynight I get to go out and do something with friends. Also Andrew finally got all of the shit out of the way so that we can play ping pong again. Keith left about 30 minutes ago. Sophie and garick and chris and alex where here. Got pizza from the pizza guys before getting back to my house. Really good pizza by the way. We saw Luke Galio(or however you spell his name) working there and said hi. Informed him of the massivness coming up that I need to remember to prepare for. Hafta remember to get that thing I thought of for Keith.

Called Candace and Jessica Ren while waiting for pizza after playing Area 51. Good game. Anyway I saved a rice crispy treat for candace and I need to hang out with jess. Home she gets the job at Double Tree so I can get free rooms. Gonna be sick like when joey was living in the Extended Stay. That rocked. Got addicted to Vanilla Coke there. Anyway gary didn't have Euro Trip so we didn't watch that. Just decided to play ping pong and drink beer. Good fun anyway.

I work tomorrow like usual and I get payed on Wednesday. I owe so much money. Wow I wont have much of a paycheck left. OH well. Sucks to be me. Gonna move out soon too. Details Details. Going to move out with Calista, John and Alex. I really hope we get that place downtown.


P.S.-any of you know of a place where 4 people can stay for 450 and under each then lemme know.

Current Mood: tired
Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
1:05 am
Bring Me To Lifeq
Well had to work another Monday but it wasn't that bad since I was inside garden most of the time and I just played with the broom. Worked me from 10:30 to 7:30 and tomorrow 11 to 8 but it's not that bad. Work goes by so quickly. My dad and I have plans to meet at the Wednesday night market. Like family time since we normally don't get any of that.

Tonight was great. Got offa work and called meg. She want's me to go buy a couch with her. Have a party to prepare for. Party harty. And then of course I have to remember to dissapear on a certain day this week. Yea I hate my life.

Anyway after I was done checking up on my messages I went over to Alex's and Nicks and met keith there. We played lego's until Alex, Keith, Chris and I all got in the van and went to Scandia. Boys went on go carts while keith and I practiced Batting cages. Sophie showed up too. She didn't wanna bat cause she's a soccer nerd. I just decided to go to the JC instead of San Fran too. I was so accepted. Anyway after my hands where numb we played arcade games and Calista showed up and gave me a big hung. She's really cool with me now. I take care of my girls.

Well Scandia closed and we left. Got food at In and Out burger. Messed with some kids playing instruments. Kody rode his bike through the drive through. Twas fun. Bumped hell STP and shit.

Then we went back to the figs and played cards. Calista went home. It was a five dollar buy in and I won. Kicked ass. First time too. Didn't really like keeping the money though. Id rather fuck a casino outa money but not my friends.

Back home now. Just wanted to write all this down to remember it. My brother has a show coming up soon but I'm not going to say when yet. I will let certain people know.

Time to copy cd's on my new computer.


Todd Eroh from the Heat Creeps is hella cool.

Current Mood: tired
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
2:13 am
I Wonder If Your Listening
Really tired right now but I like to type so gung ho me.

Jessica just signed off but I think she is going to come back on in a sec. Or she just ditched me in a nice way.

Today was really rigorous since all day I was sneezing. My allergies were acting up so bad. I swear yesterday started it all too. I really hate sneezing alot and having a runny nose. Kind of gets in the way of helping customers and such. Lunch was good though. I'm learning to deal with an hour. It's so long though. So used to those 30 minute lunches.

OH well.

Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
9:29 pm
Night and Day
Meg is watching viva la bam and I'm really bored sitting at my puter. Need to call Candace back. Last night was so great. Candace and I hung out with her mom and her mom's friend. Her mom's really hot and her mom's friend is really kick ass. Older lady. Rich and a little snobby. Just like me. I loved it. We were at the Comfort in and we all watched movies, smoked, talked and drank wine. It was so rad.

Anyway I got 4 hours of sleep last night because of staying up all night. It was worth it. We watched Ghostbusters and Stripes. Today before and during work I had a no fear to keep me awake and it really did the job. Praise be to a 1000 mg of Taurine and Megan.

Right now I wanna check my messages on my cell phone but I can't find my fuckin chargers. Probably going to go searching for them after this.


Current Mood: awake
Friday, May 21st, 2004
8:40 pm
The Yard Bird
Well working is really interesting. For my first day I was learning with Rebecca and Aubry or whatever. We were taught with this extremely hot lady named Jesse. She smiled at me a lot. It was nice. Anyway learning was easy and I'm already into the grove. Tomorrow will be my 3rd day. Today I used my own drawr instead of someone elses. I made a hell of a lot of money too. Yardbirds makes so much money just monthly and that's just one store. I would love to own this store.

Anyway my next day off is going to be friday and saturday. I work sunday to thursday.

The McCalls are downstairs with my parents and they stole the tv so I cannot watch my samuri movie until late. And I work tomorrow. Oh fucking well. Wish they would leave though. Also wish I had another mike's hard alcohol and a cigarette. Maybe I can sucker devon into buying some.

Time to go sulk.


Current Mood: tired
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
8:52 pm
Meghan's online
Well I still miss L.A. and I just had a very long talk with my brother and my dad about my life. Thing is my bro is not going to get married to that girl anymore so he has to move out till he can move back in. He is going to move in here and what I'm going to do tonight is set up the bunk beds so that devon, my brother and I can all be in the same room....this oughta be fun.

I haven't seen Van Hellsing yet but wanna. Also was told that Troy was good. Right now my xbox upstairs is lan lined to devons' xbox downstairs so that we can play halo cool stile.

I'm going to go now. Hopefully can find something to do.


Current Mood: bored
Saturday, May 15th, 2004
7:24 pm
Tired of Being Alive
Everyone I ever cared about want's nothing to do with me. I guess it's because I have nothing to offer but friendship. Time to say night night.


Current Mood: sad
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